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I am kind of a person that easily forgets her own birthday party if I don't write it on a piece of paper, and I am writing my resolutions here, as a always-existing reminder, hoping I'll actually work towards achieving them.
Uh-huh.
But yes, if you were to look around my room, you'd see post-it notes with reminders such as "go see a doctor", "text this person, you haven't in a while" and similar.
And of course I have to write my groceries list as well, because other way I'd just go to the supermarket and buy everything except what I need.
Which still, happens but
*off topic alert*
New Year, New Me?
No.
I love to refer to it, as a New Year - new opportunities, many chances to improve the same old me.
(I know, it's not something that will catch up on, I am working on it)
I'd never want to change who I am, right down there in the core.
I have been breathing the air on this planet for over 19 years now, and I am still the same person I always was. But of course, it would be idiotic and inhuman not to change your perceptions and way of thinking and observing the world. Over the years I grew so much, learned not only from my own but from everyone else's experiences and I can proudly say for certain that everything I stand for, is because I truly believe in it.
My first big Resolution is dedicated exactly to that - growing as a person.
*beware, here cometh the list*
- Learn more about things that I am interested in, or I don't know anything about
Basically, do more research about things that are relevant in this world because a) I will not look stupid in front of other people; b) I will actually have materials for discussion with other people and c) it will basically make me connected to the rest of humanity. - Get fit
Yeah, add me to the list as well.
Recently I noticed that I can't run for 5 seconds without dying and gasping for air which is not normal and I kind of offend myself with it. I was once an active handball player, I was once in form and I looked like that.
This year, I really want to move as much as I can, be it just going for a walk or going to the gym. My body needs that more that I care to admit.
Plus, I want to look bomb.com this summer so I don't have to hide behind towels.
*snaps fingers in Z formation* - Cook more
I can cook. When I know which items the meal requires, I. Can. Cook.
And I want to do more of it. - Fall in love
I am almost 20 years old. - Be happy
Laugh more, enjoy the details and not worry - that is my last-on-the-list but first-in-real-life resolution.
We as humans often forget how much happiness is important for us.
I am one of you.
I overthink.
I over-analyse.
I worry too much.
I really want to be as relaxed and as happy with myself this year. I want to be satisfied with my image and my body as much as with who I am as a person.
I want to enjoy everything as much as I can, be it just staying at home and binge watching a TV-show or going out with my friends.
Obviously this is a resolution that takes time, and I'd be the happiest if I achieve this by December. If not, at least I have good base to realize it in 2017.
But one has to start somewhere, eh?
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